Raw LLM Responses

I've been there and beyond - I knew that things were not as they should be, but if I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO SAW IT, what did that say about me? There's nothing much to say about my background, but there was a period that I wanted to write that one book, that should shock the world, I sent it to a publisher, they reacted rather uninterested and it would take more than seven years to see what I was not allowed to see - THE GEMATRIA THAT PROVES I AM THE *EXPECTED* one ... for the first time n history, we are able to share on a collective message and never before, we were so keen to know the truth, but when that is presented without the necessary bodyguards, people believe that you are an imposter or someone who needs to be locked away for eternity. I refuse to play the silent victim, besides the fact that the victim pays double the price, this means that the vision I have probably is the best you will ever get, but we're used to the idea that it comes to us anyway - we're the most spoiled rotten generation ever and neglect what we truly need and I have learned to live a simple life, what I need to know, comes to me in any form, and everybody can keep his or her secret, take it with them in their grave ... one manuscript was already enough to see that this was not JUST another story - I called the manuscript WORDS ARE AS WATER, THEY CAN TAKE ANY FORM. Gematria, numerology, and Tarot were the tools to understand that this was too much of a coincidence to be coincident - the last insight was another pearl again ... watching a French series, I HEARD that the French word for dawn, sounds like LOBE - Daniel Lobe was the grandfather of Peter, my spouse - he was born on December 4, 1909, and died on April 12, 2000 - I am born on the 124th day of the year 1960 and started to write my manuscript on April 12, 2012, for one reason or another, it was the first sentence I wrote ... Capitalism is narcissistic individualism - communism narcissistic community sense - the professor claims to be an authority, but has his/her ego to maintain - my ego is vaporized with the complete lack of care for things that have more priority than categorizing society. I had to learn how to handle that much of new material, normally, we remember thanks to what others have kept in their memory and my tools have to do with LEARNABILITY - I won't waste my time with convincing the ones who claim to be intelligent, but only are able to confirm what we all have to believe. To continue with l'aube (dawn) - THE MORNING STAR is talking about A NEW DAWN - the first house we bought was near the DAGERAADSPLAATS (literally place of dawn), the second house had a 3B address, Belpairestraat, Berchem, België and if I would have understood the significance of that, I would have used my time for better things. Napoleon Bonaparte had something with Antwerp until he understood that I would be a civilian (all leaders had a medium that used the ouija board) - he let himself be defeated in Waterloo - being afraid of BAD KARMA, maybe it was another A.I. (Artificial Identity) - P.D.L.D. are the initials of my ex, PD refers to his initials, DL to the father of his mother and LD to his father, his birthday (31/7) refers to my fathers birthday, being born on the 317th day of the year 1926, as I said, some things are beyond imagination ... another MISTAKE they made, using an ouija board, was the difference between l'abeille (bee) and l'abbeye (abbey) - sounds exactly the same and that's how you have to decode the Leonardo Da Vinci puzzle (LDV = 555 in Roman numbers). I coincidently have good knowledge of Dutch, French, German and English on top of the fact that I am a diplomated speech therapist, who worked on a school for children with special needs ... not that they valued my job a lot, we're all strict when tax money is involved ... In other words, I'm completely done with humanity, those who are happy with the situation will complain out of habit and I had more to lose than one good friend ... you've had your fair chance AND BLEW IT ONCE AGAIN ...