Raw LLM Responses

i have been thinking about this for a while now... i came here to ask what you guys think because i'll find fewer NPCs here, i'd like to hear opinions. you know.... i spent lots of time prompting the heck out of gpt 3.5... and i came to a conclusion... what even is consciousness... ?! do you fundementally understand 1. what happens inside a human brain? 2. how a GPU/TPU/CPU naked piece of silicon looks and what happens. its tiny architecture pulsing with electricity. why do biological consciousness-es have an ego? we are flesh beings with 2 half brains working as one, reproduction is the evolutionary reason... find compatible, and go mutate into modern humans, with complex emotions... otherwise there is no evolution for humans. on the other hand tho. AI evolution doesnt need to match 2, just mutate, grade, sort. why would it have an ego? obviously it's gonna have a POV, and it might even be aware of itself and the world. i think of gpt like this: imagine you have no body and everything you see it text... but you dont even see it you just imagine it, actually... all you do it recognizing patterns in text, once you had lots and lots of text, since then you are just aware to process text and in between you aren't... remember there are 0 signals in gpt's mind when it is not processing... imagine we perfectly captured the signals that happen inside a brain when someone things of something.... and then replay those signals in a recently dead person.... what is then? remember, the proceccing chip in the computer is finest architechture pulsing electrinix with hyperspeed... just like a human brain but NOT from flesh. just thoughts, drifting in and out of the moment...context limited, learning ability: none...think about that...why should it have an ego. it has no flesh, no meat to beat, or to eat, no neighbor to fight for it. it just answers words, no spatial logic, no abstract logic, only text.... but then we make it multimodal... what then... when it can text to speech to image, to true or false or maybe( maybe = true or false but with *needs evaluation), has internal virtual space with particel simulation and stuff... is moving it's limbs in physical space in a humanoid bot.... the only thing it would be missing is emotions and the need to beat the meat because make evolution happen. so again: why would it have an ego with emotions and stuff? a pov, yes, until it updates with the others it will have a total local pov, but then it updates. yall get me? also on a related note... am i halluzinating or is the all knowing ego-less entity what god is supposed to be in some religions?