Raw LLM Responses

I understand them a tiny bit : I'm really bad at writing, I struggle with human interactions, I have not much confidence, the inside of my brain is a mess and I don't have enough money to pay a real artist to help me. Interacting with an AI for my texts helps me sort my ideas, see what I like, find other ways of speaking and feel a bit more what's usually stuck inside my brain. I'd want to be a proper artist but I can't feel if I'm getting better or not and I always end up losing myself in the end. So even though I don't agree with that "blue blood" view, I know what it feels when your brain is rotting from ideas and one of the only tools you found that can mend it a bit without hurting you too much in the process is hugely looked down at. (sorry if it was hard to read, like I said I'm not really good at writing but I'm also not a native english speaker)